And This Is The Part Where I Say Heloooooo (:

LOLOLOLOL.

2010-01-27T17:16:00Z

BYE-BYE LIVEJOURNAL :'(

And so i have decided to leave livejournal....for good?hahah.well i dunno.heheh.well anyway my new blog is so much more refreshing compared to this one uh.hehehe.yeaaap ((: and i think i liked it there too.heheh.anyhoos...changing blog is like looking forward to the future.well that that is how i see it uh.hee.anyway dear lj,..you have been with me through thick and thin.and you also have witness my lowest point of my life(: i wont forget you k?i'll come back once in awhile to read my old post.heheheh.but yeaa.i guess tis best that i change blog.hehehe.so byebye lj i'll miss youu((: hee BOO YA!

I've gotta quit pms-ing.HAHAHA.

2010-01-27T15:00:31Z

Today...woke up late for school.hehehe.then kylalala and fizzy also late.so end up we meet at yck mrt station at ard 9?hahah.bio lect start also.hahaha.then bought siew mai and happily still cn stroll for lecture.heheh.baik ahh.hahaha.bio learnt abot the female reproduction?hahah.yeaaa.well i dint pay attention that much cuz i was talking to majjie-dada.hehehe ((:yeaaap.funny laaa.then after lecture got 4hrs break b4 nxt tutorial.then when dwn to atrium to see the earings there and also when to yoyok((:hehehe.besssst!then walk here walk there sat at the lib and finish up on our project.heeee.thn wen toff for bio tut.hahaha.oh i so love jsut nw tutorial.hehehe.^^.so tomorrow gg for feefi's chalet after sch.heeeh.((: get to see her and also there wll be many many foood.hehehe.asked terence wan and deniseeee to come also.so it will be triple the fun.ahaha.bumped into sid yesterdaaay ((: hahaha.misssed her so the many!get to see her tomorrow.YAY!as usual we are gg to have our little squabbling session.ahahah.k there is smtg to look forward tomorrow ((: heee.after school met up with love (: hee.actually i dint noe we were suppose to meet today.kinda last minute thing.hahaha.but i m glad to see him todaaay.ahaha.followed me go buy some stuff and we mkn dinner after that send me home((:.hahaha.i guess the nxt outing that we bth have after ubin will be during the hols?hahaha.kite nk gi mane pulak eh b?where oh where shall we go nxt?HAHAHAH.((: picnic ah jom?hahaha.

You dont run with the crowd
You go your own way
You dont play after dark
You light up my day
Got you own kind of style
That sets you apart
Baby thats why you capture my heart
<3

Today was one hell of a day....but I still enjoyed them ((:

2010-01-26T16:48:48Z

Today after school went out with my 2 very close buddies ((: haha.wan and terence((: it was fun maaan despite things somehow turn abit upside down towards the end?hahaha.we were talking/stoning taking photos and many photos and they were doing retarded things such as tyring to clinb over this wall thingy at the singapore river there.hahaha.tat place is super nice to chill((: i likeee.hahah.we were trying on each others jacket/cardigan.HAHAHA.i thank god for them...hahaha.terence thanks so much k?i really cnnt thank you enough!after today no more of me behaving like how i did just now in front the bth of you k?((: hahah.and waaaan....thank you k? ((: hahahaa.i like giving a speech after winning an award gitu.hahaha.k better not sidetrack.((: heee.thks for all those advices and your concerns and everything.thank you to the bth of you for teaching me in my studies((: heee.i'll do my best for sem exam and make you bth proud k? ((: ahahah.and2 thursday bth of you come laaa k?hahahaha.it'll be fun! (: and there will be plenty of foooood.hehehe. ((:

Lastly...if we were to meet one day at the streets we shld just pretend we dunno each other k?i think its better that way.and i guess i had enough of all these alrdy.yeaaa.you are rite...i have a bf and i shldnt be thinking abt this alrdy.haha.and those msges tat you replied.well thanks eh?forever runniing away frm the problem and dun bother to clear things up.prefering dealing it thru txt msges and not over the phone.i guess the things tat is stopping you frm doing so is your ego?haha.but i guess that is just in you....dun worry...after today you wont hear abt me or anything relating to me aite?you dun have to worry about me by asking my friends to do you a favour by taking care of me aite?you live yours and i live mine.we shall just pretend that we nvr met and we nvr became friends or anything.(:

Happy Holidays Everyone :)

2009-12-23T18:03:39Z

I'm FUCKING stress right now.
I guess all i need now its a getaway to somewhere.
And I am gg batam till sunday.
God knows what i am gg to do there.
But what the heck, i am going to have fun:))
Byeee everyone blog with you guys soon when i am bacck:))
Toodles Doodles <3

Try Harder Ye?

2009-12-22T17:41:13Z

Jom lets go for massage ((: hahaha.
i wanna follow cik liz gogo batam for massage.
It cost like bloody cheap.hee.
but hopefully tk clash dgn exam period.
Which i got the feeling it will be :(

Anyways...daddy and mummy are finally back
after spending 1 and a half months in mecca.
heee.and my oh my they bought tons of foood.hahaha
haiz...makin gemok ah aku ni.hahahhaa
but wadever. FOOD IS MY LOVE :) heeeee.

Family dinner and movie this weekend :) YAY!!!

Heavy Rain Everyday.

2009-12-22T08:01:01Z

I am a little meanie monster.
RAWR.
I realise i have been the one who is being selfish.
I keep on blaming other ppl besides myself
And its super the clear cut that it is all just me.
IMAN.IMAN.IMAN.
sighh!.

G.B we'll go out soon aite?
Perhaps not now uh.
But soon. (:

I Thank God For Friends Like Them In Poly :)

2009-12-19T04:57:04Z

♥

I am lazy to type alot.hahaha.and so instead i shall post pictures laa k?afterall a pictures says a thousand words kan? Yesterday after school...we went according to plan which was to go makan kat ite simei.yeapyeap.they all keep saying that the chicken rice there is awesome.yeapyeap.so we went.and yesyesyes...the chicken rice is super yummy dummy:)))heee.i wanted to buy a second plate ah tapi tak.hahah.then after we ate...we had this very long convo about everything and anything.the ambience there was dmn nice cuz it was rather empty and so relaxing...aaah...lets do it again soon k girlfriends?(: anyway we all came up with a new name for terence..hahaha.he is called TALIB TEO HONG HO.hahahah.funny or whaaat.(:

♥

Towards the evening...i met up with the kaki gereks:))heee.we decided to go sheesha.yeaap2.they all seriously make me laugh till i cry i tell you.and they were all trying to cheer me up.hahaha.but obviously i dint put up a sad look or what.anyways...the place we went to was so relaxing laaa pls.we sat there for 3hrs straight.talk bout everything and like we shared each other problems too.i m really grateful that i met friends like them and the best part was..we are all easterners.hahaha.so balek all same2.then at times we would have dinner at tamp after school.yeapyeap.you all did cheer me up to the max i tell you.if not i think i would be at home and feeling so shit and sutff.hahaha.but thanks you guys:))) <3 Last nite i got wasted:))YAY!.i decided to burn the zoo ticket but plan failed so i vomitted on it.HAHAHAHA.YAY!

Like The Storm Misses The Rain.

2009-10-24T17:31:09Z

Teehee.the video its funny rite?:))so today morning, mummy got a call from nek nab.and the first thing i heard when she answered the call was "inna lillah wa ina ilayhi rajioon". and then i found out tat nek long meninggal semlm lps asar...so then when over to one of my aunt;s hse to go menziarah jenazah arwah nek long i...when i went inside the room to pay my last respect...memories of her filled my mind.she used to take care of me and my siblings when we were super young.i still can remember all of them.it brought tears to my eyes,but i noe should not cry so i just tahan.so then stayed in the room and recite the yassin.after everything was done,everyone left to go to the pusara but i dint follow.when home instead...yea other than that i stayed home the whole day.heh.so as many of my friends know...i will have this sudden cravings and stuff.hahah.and now i m craving for ice creaaaam:)hee.anyway i want to go food hunting.haha.u noe like venture good mkn places...i wish i can go overseas but then too bad cnnt so kat sg je lah eh.so anyone wanna join me??:))btw since halloween is coming soon.sentosa is organising a halloween event.haha.and when i read abt it its super cool shit.heh.wait i copy and past wad they say:))k i malas to do tat.ahaha.maybe besok laa i go and copy paste again.heh.so anyway i think i have nothing else to blog alrdy lah.before everything i type turns into rubbish i better stop:)hehe.ok people toodles!:)

Act Happy.Be Happy.Feel Happy.

2009-10-23T16:48:58Z

Nothing ends nicely, that's why it ends.

First week of school has just ended.hah.it went pretty well ah:))heh.well apart frm having this particular lecturer who cnnt speak proper eng tu tak pe but her pronounciation skills lousy.hahah.she pronounce gown as gang or smtg liddat.hahahaha.super the susah to understand her.yeaah.so anyway remember the other day i was hoping tat i bump into eyecandy...and guess what?i really did.teehee.hahaha.i was at south canteen then he was there too.yeaaa:)well we just exchange smile and wave at each other je lah.if he were to seat nearer to the place i was standing i would have talk tapi too far haha.well lets bump into each other more often:))teehee.hahaha.k enough.so anyway jsut nw school was okok ah..it was a long long day.hahah.then like after bio lab i suddenly had craving for twix nye coklat.hah.so since lab ended early...naz,q,maj and insyirah decided to follow me go the the vending machine near the engineering side there.hah.semangat tau dorang temankan.hahaha.so then here is the funny part.me and maj jln dulu ah then there was this extra space beside the vending machine...so we bth decided to like hide there and mcm surprise diorang when they come.so then we waited and waited but there wasnt any sight of them.then i kat sane dgn maj say 10yrs later...and we are still waiting.hahaha.so we give up and decided to go look for them and guess what?they sitting dwn at the tree there.baik ah.haha.kire kite nye plan to surprise them FAILED.hahaha.then i kn nk beli twix..abeh yg kelua snickers baik ah!so then since i tak minat sgt all 5 of us share the chocolatee:)thn tadi lps break went with the dudettes gi bus stop jap.hah.saw familiar faces there and saw babeee too:)teehee.and today i tasted alittle bit of kimchitak sedaap so the masaaam:S.dunno hw tat kyla cn like.and the best part i dint even check for blindspot first.hahah.tapi tk kesah ah pape:))hahah.and2 i think i noe wad to get for abang for his upcoming birthday.heh.entah eh tgk ah kalau budget cukop and stuff.hee.the pic below is what i plan to buy ah for him.its like
so niceeee.i likeeee:)

SMILEEEEE :)

2009-10-15T06:51:50Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME :))))

Haha.dun mind me i m just so happy tat i FINALLY turned 17:))YAY.hahah.mcm like most of my friends reach 17 and i m still stuck at sweet sixteen.hahaha.wheee!so anyway today i tot tat i m gg out with the crazy bunch of ppl tapi rupenye it was tomorrow.haha.cuz apparently tat nite when ms jay called me..i wasnt paying attention to what he was saying and i tot i heard him say thurs tapi it was fri.hahaha.thank god i found out.so then i tot i'll just stay home and spend my bdae at home tapi the tyra banks gang decided to go buy buku skolah so mtg the rest in sch at 5:)then dgn buku skolah yg sungguh berat sekali we gg out.hahaha.cnnt imagine:)i told them to bring camera so can take many many photos:)then maybe tonite i cn post some pics here:)haha.yeaa.anyway i m just feeling so happy.entah kenape:)hee.

Oh2 i would like to thank those who wished me on fb atau msg many many:))thanks people.hee.i love you all many many :)))hahah.and to those who sang over the phone.it was sweet and touching.hahaha.i suddenly feel so paiseh!hahah.but thanks many many too!!!hee.it was my first tym tat ppl call to sing birthday song to me!hahaha.i dun think i would forget tat.thank youuu!hahah.

And2 i just discover a new way to cheer myself up when i am sad or feeling dwn.hahah.tat is by watching a thriller movie.hahah.it really did make me forget the reason why i was sad and stuff.hahaha.best best best.the feeling of keep on terkejot-kejot.and semlm i was super kecoh i tell you.haha.keep buat bising.hahah.and Harhar just layankan je.baik ah.hahah.walking beside Harhar makes me feel like a dwaf.haha.he is 184 and my height like 159 gitu2.haha.super tall.reeminds me of walking beside nonsense also.but overall i had fun:)and after tat when to meet my parents for dinner kat seoul garden.hahah.and walk2 ard.wanted to go watch darah with them but apparently the mother say no cuz she say i not 18 yt >.<.lerr...one more yr je.so then at nite denise and geraldine came to sleepover at my dad's place at lavendar.haha.first tym i have my friends over for a slpover.haha.and they bth find my dad very funny and lame person.haha.we had fun talking abt snake face.hahaha.we like gossiping at nite while my parents bth dh tido.then giggle here giggle there.hahah.and i hope u guys had a gd slp:)hee.i'll update again l8r when i am back:)for now toodles:))hee.

LOL.

2009-10-06T11:31:21Z

Ward Politics.

Wonder what is going to happen tomorrow?
Hmm...i know one thing for sure...whatever happen besok confirm plus chop can make into a drama alrdy.
who knows it might be a big HIT.
hahaha.tadi also dh mcm taik.cannot imagine besok!

So Cuteeee :))

2009-10-05T14:06:00Z

My Fingers Are Cold!!!

2009-10-05T13:33:13Z

Today...had work in the morning.and i was posted to team 1.and compared to last weeek morning shift kan...today pagi was super busy like toot.haha.so many patient kene bed sponge.like one after the other.haha.yeaa.so it was tiring...and i did one new thing today:))i shave a patient pubic hair.cuz she was undergoing ot near tat area.then kene shave ahh...it was my first tym doing it..then i tak berani sebab first tym then kak shiffa say just do and she just tgk kan je,heh.and somehow i find it quite fun.heh.in a non pervertic kind of way ahh.heh.yeaa so then after work go and meet up with denise and grace taaan:))haha.its been like 9mths since i last saw grace.haha.that was blooddy long like toot ahh.heh.then they wanted to go take neoprints..so i just ikotkan je lah padahl dh 2yrs tak amek.haha.yeaa.honestly,i find it like buang2 duit and stuff tapi once in awhile ok laa.close one eye la kate.heh.thn dh jln2 and stuff ard 6 plus gitu2 went to meet up with khaizal jap kat kallang with denise.dudok2 talk2 thn i went home cuz bsk keje pagi.yeaah.and i bump into caroline and her grp of friends at bugis there.haha.they forever all same jugak since sec sch until nw...everytime see me je slalu pelok ketat padahal padahal they want to feel the "cushion".hahaha.funny ahh.well it was fun bumping into them:))heee.tomorrow is going to be a looong2 day again better go and get some sleeeep so i wont wake up late like i did todaay:))toodles!

These pills are making me sleepy :/

2009-10-03T14:07:38Z

I paint a smile upon my face,
And you'll never know it's fake.
With this smile, the pain goes away,
And I can pretend everything's okay.　

I laugh out loud with confidence,
When, in fact, I'm afraid,
To show the truth of what's beneath
This smile made of paint

Looking Forward For the 7th:)) teehee.

2009-10-01T10:37:13Z

Hazieq & Sarah ♥

Been awhile since i last blog.heh.either too lazy or too tired to update:))hehe.so anyway second week of attachment is coming to an end..nxt week dh last day.haha.dmnn it ah.then open close open close skolah dh bukak.hahah.no more going breaks together-gether with the kaki gereks.(so as she-laaah calls it)hahah.today shift..dint do anythg much..maybe from seven till abt 8 plus bz sebab kene mandikan and change bed sheet and stuff.but other than tat today was pretty much boring.hahaha.

>.<

Stop And Smile.

2009-09-26T16:25:11Z

Big brother is coming homee tomorrow:)))haha.after one and half month of sailing he is finally gg back home.hee.and confirm kat rumah kecoh to the max.haha.with all the nonsense me and my other 2 brothers wil be doing at niteee.haha.((: nehmind good bonding and catch up time for the 3 of us.hehe.so anyway tadi yayi dataaang:))he so cuteee laaa.so bulat and he look like my datok.mcm teddy bear gitu.haha.abeh tadi he came over then i talk to him and stuff.yayi u so cuteeee.hahaha.i took pictures of him tapi malas laa nk upload.heh.soo then after tat went to nyayi tum nye rumah.and i got the address mix up.hah.why am i not surprise laa kan.nasib baik laa we dint go to the wrong hse.kalau tak malu oiii.hah.besok gi jln raye the whole day till eveningi.cik liz say must be ready by 11.chicken pie.so early >.< .

Something sweet happened today which left me having butterflies in my tummy.heee :))

Teddy Bear Coming Over Tomorrow :)) YAY!!!

2009-09-25T02:48:28Z

Okay lemme me do a proper update about yesterday before i get ready:))haha.i was having my afternoon shift for the first tym...and seriously time passes super slow cuz there wasnt much stuff to do as compared to morning.but i was still walking back anf forth to get things kirekan i bz person laa ni.only me and wei ling handling the patient in team 2.hah.and i was alone when she went for break.but ok laa the patient all ade yg byk kerenah..typical.haha.tapi tahan jee laa.then shila scare me in the male's toilet.haha.nonsense i was fixing my attire and hair then she come in she shout my name.haha.chicken.then still cn ask wad u doing in the male's toilet ehh.ape je then she also inside.so then during my break went with my other 6 friends to go qi ji.my 3rd tym in a row gg there to eat >.<.haha.but this tym round i finish my food ah.i had a great tym over breeak.it was fun and we were talking abt stuff.hahaha.after break when back to the ward.haha.we were a few mins late cuz we were sitting in the pantry.hehe.then dtg balek did practically ntg.xcept sitting and idling ard with the other student nurses:))it was fun.then lps shift a friend wanted to surprised me.but i guess it was super the wrong timing.then end up i think the surprised plan failed.sry about tat.it was really a unforeseen circumstances:/

Abang will be home in four days time.YAY:))bring me one day to your ship cn abg?i promise i wont touch anything there.i'll stick to you like glue.hahah.:)

Drama.

2009-09-24T17:17:40Z

A picture says a thousand words.
So go figure what i m trying to say.

Missy!!!

2009-09-23T11:07:41Z

I did many things today in the ward:))i guess the plus side of being the only person in team 2 allows me to do more things during attachment:)haha.yeaa.i just enjoy my work.first tym tadi mmg takot tapi nw slowly dh okay ahh.hehe.and seriously hospital food is making my wallet berlobang!!!aiyoooh.>.< and i dun have to take supp paper.YAHOOOO:)but gpa shit.hahaha.at least no need to repeat module cn alrdy!!(: hehe.nxt sem sudy harder.hehe.mcm phm.k lah blog again tom kape kalau lah tak penat.hehe.tata! somehow i m just looking forward for my shift tomorrow:))

Results Tomorrow >.

2009-09-22T12:50:33Z

Exhausted.

Sunny Day.

2009-09-21T14:30:16Z

Today is the 2nd day of raye.as usual is very tiring..though i dint go jln raye but still i feel tireed.haha.i fell aslp at the sofa after nyayi balek.hahah.i was slping in the most uncomfortable and awkward position ever.haha.and i was suprised when i wake up my badan dint hurt at all haha.nxt sunday then we all going visiting lps abg dh balek.YAY!:))hehe.at least there is smtg to look forward for the coming weekend:)heh.so besok dh start my attachment:S.i m having mixed feeling mcm excited and nervous all into one.heh.yeaa.i m positive that i m going to enjoy my attachment.haha.insyaAllah yee.haha.mtg kak maj and terence besok:))hahaha.i wish majidah same shift with us sey..tapi tak.when i morning shift she afternoon.when i afternoon she morning:/bummer.heh.obat dh nk dekat habis iman masih blm ok lagi...sigh.ape laa nk jadi ni..eeyer..my post today like so boring and redundant gitu.haha.i m just blogging for the fun of it so tym will pass faster.haha.k lah i end it nw before i starting writing crap :))

Nanananana. ((:

2009-09-18T18:33:55Z

Besok dah raye.YAY!tadi went to geylang ard 9 plus to do last minute shopping:))hehe.mak oii..punye laa ramai oranggg.haha.like super pack and stuff.haha.wad to expect 2nd last day of puase.heheh.so then my adik super poor thing..hahaha.he was blocking the way of this she-male.hahaha.and guess wad he did to my adik?hahah.he literally RAWR to my adik.hahaha.me and my mom started laughing our ass off.hahaa.super hilarious ahh..only my adik yg kene.and he got scared..hahaha.baik ah hidir.hahaha.so then me and my aunt we decided to wear the same thing this yr:)yeaaa.:))cnnt wait to jln raye with my family..cuz i get to visit my datok and nenek nye kakak2/abang2 and adik2.hahaha.they all dh tue and superrr cuteeee.hehehe.cnnt wait:))wheeee.tapi syg...abg tak de kat sini to celeb with us:(this yr first tym we celeb without him.so saaaad luhh.my mother super sad.hahaha.nangis lagi ade.tapi takpe abg will be home soon.:)yeaaa.

And just now afternoon i was super bored.hahah.then i decided to go kacau tat ilham.haha.i send him this vid and it scared the shit out of him.hahaha.sampai no selera all.hahaha.i also show bibik.hahaha.they all got the same reaction.super funny.hahaha.but the vid is scary:S i pn mcm tak berani nk tgk.hahaha.stepping tak tkt je.hahaha.pdahal padahal.haha.k lah gg to slp nw:)one more day till raye:)))

Sometimes it's better to put love into hugs than to put it into words.

2009-09-16T10:46:34Z

Helloo everyoneee:))dont mind the picture.hah.it was random.heh.today i m a happy child:))hahaha.entah i just feel happy.hee.actually i know why luh but i dun want to say...hahaha.went to ecp for awhile just now.heh.it was great.been a long long tym since i last went there:)hee.cleared the air and now we are a-okay alrd:)YAY!hahaa.good2..THANKS FOR THE COMPANY AND SERIOUSLY THANKS FOR EVERYTHING:))and also now i can sleep with a smile on my face like how i used to.hee.btw i hope u enjoyed the cookie kalau tak enjoy u noe what to do.hahaha.(: its raining... its pouring the old man is snoring.heh.k sry random.finaally it is raining after many2 days tk hujan.wooohoo.bestbestbest,(:.and hopefully the med will work and i will feel better cuz honestly i dun want to go and see a dmn specialist.waste tym and waste money:S.k lah gotta go prepare for bukekeke now...i'll update again tomorrow:). ps: Denise Mok Yin Ting, prepare to feel iritated toniteee.hahaha.i still love you many many many:)

FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS ♥

What If Its True???

2009-09-15T17:45:16Z

Since i cnnt slp and i just woke up..i decided go do research about smtg.and i m starting to be paranoid.oh god,please dun let anything serious happen to me.i still havent turn 17 yet and i also havent get the chance to see a proper fireworks!!!so not now!!!heh.

Ouch!

2009-09-15T00:49:43Z

I have decided to blog to kill time.heh.babe is so going to kill me.hahaha.cuz i am suppose to go and bathe and get ready to meet her.but then i m not doing wad i m suppose to do.cuz my grandmother is in the toilet.hahaha.yesterday i dint get to irritate denise over the phone.hahaha.her lucky day yesterday today i irritate u double uh.hahaha.i was like half dead when i was talking to her..dah lah panas satu mcm then i suddenly felt sick again.aiyoooh.hahaha.when can i be better eh?dulu i wasnt like this barely get sick now like having all the toot sickness in me.sigh.denise gave me a wake up call just now and she so semangat she plan everything alrdy.HAHAHA.did was wad she say...eh babe we meet at 930 then go amk 20min then walk to the place 10min...blah3...then we reach simei ard 12 plus just nice to walk2 and buy stuff then i cn go work alrdy.hahaha.funny.ok crap i better go now since my nenek dh kelua.i'll blog later again tonite.byeeee!